what ho and all that jaz...have u ever wondered how much people expect from u. im gearing up to go to u.k, and my relatives just cant get over giving me farewell parties. even as i sit at these parties i feel like a scapegoat..waiting to be slaughtered! sometimes i feel it was so much better in the times of our parents....not many options..so not many avenues to venture into..so not many expectations..so less dimag ka taap!!its maddening how suddenly ur wish and desires are forgotten amidst all those of ur near and dear ones.i would have been so much happier just being a cowherd..not many technical details to go into there!but then i was also happy to get into a relationship with preeti tripathi!! how would i ever have met pallavi then..because i never would have paid out then. so in the end u feel its all a stage and u do what u r told to do..or rather directed to do. fate...is a strange thing i might say.or say some people like me would bring themselves to believe.